when monsters cry

Looking in the mirror I wonder
is this really me?
The monster that once hurt another it loved
has become something beautiful...
this cant be me...

who am I?
what am I?

What was my story, before I became me?

the beauty
the monster

...

Nolavon



got in the mood to REALLLLLY draw nolavon around the 17th, and finally finished it. Pencil is fun but a challenge for me as I'm still learning how to manage it for something other than plain boring lines and sketches.

I think I might be improving, like it better in person than the scan though. I swear the sketchyness in the wing is more smoothed out but the scaaaan *cries*

Alright so nolavon is a cyborg who for the most part thinks of himself as a monster...when his story started he remembered very little of his life as Matthew Reed before becoming what he is. But little by little his memories returned to him, bringing with them the heartache he caused someone he loved.

It was from my first story I ever finished. Sadly between then and now the last chapter has vanished entirely from existence including my personal archives...very sad. I will hopefully get the motivation to rewrite this someday. Until then props to anyone who can remember him XDD